But he knew perfectly well what the end result of that would be.
He looked out into the night and saw Tess's face again, the disappointment he had seen in her eyes, and he was painfully aware that he was just as disappointed. He had no idea what might have developed between them, given time, but right now it looked as if any relationship they might have had was foundering on the rock of his faith.
And that was when he heard the sudden sound of an engine.
Not in the distance.
Close.
Startled, he glanced down and saw the pickup moving off.
His hand went instinctively to his pocket before he realized he didn't have one. He was still in his wetsuit. He flashed back to when he'd tucked away the truck's keys under its passenger seat, remembering that Tess was next to him when he did that.
And with a reeling horror, he knew.
"Tess!" he hollered, as he scrambled down the slope, kicking up debris, losing his balance, and tumbling awkwardly in the darkness. By the time he reached the clearing, the pickup was already a fast-receding dust cloud way up the trail.
Tess and Vance were gone.
Furiously angry with himself for allowing it to happen, his eyes darted around, desperate to latch onto something that could overturn this disaster. He quickly found a small piece of paper sticking out from under some food provisions and camping gear that had been left for him, close to where the pickup had been parked.
He picked it up. He immediately recognized Tess's handwriting: Sean,
People deserve to know the truth. I hope you understand that— and that you'll forgive me . . .
I'll send for help as soon as I can.
Chapter 70
Reilly woke up in a daze, his mind bristling with raw emotions. He still couldn't believe Tess had left with Vance. Much as he tried to rationalize it, it still galled him—more than galled, it ate away at his every fiber. He was angry at being duped, at being left there in the middle of nowhere. He was stunned by her decision to leave, even more so at her having gone off with Vance.
He was bewildered by her temerity and concerned about her putting herself in danger—yet again.
And, much as he tried to suppress it, he couldn't help feeling his pride had taken a pretty big hit too.
Straightening up, he felt the chirping of birds and the blinding morning glare assaulting his senses.
It had taken him forever to fall asleep in the sleeping bag that had been left for him, his exhaustion finally overwhelming his anger into submission late in the night. Squinting, he checked his watch and saw that he'd been out for barely four hours.
It didn't matter. He had to get moving.
He drank from the stream, feeling the welcome effects of the cold mountain water. The tightness in his stomach reminded him that he hadn't eaten in almost twenty-four hours, and he quickly polished off some bread and an orange. At least they'd thought of that. He felt his body slowly come alive, and, as his head cleared, angry thoughts and images flooded his consciousness.
He took in the landscape around him. There was no noticeable wind and, apart from the birdsong, which had now subsided, everything was deathly still. He decided he would follow the trail back to the dam and to Okan's office, where he'd probably be able to contact Federal Plaza— not a call he was looking forward to.
He had barely started the long trek back when he heard a distant sound. It was an engine. His heart skipped a beat as he imagined it was the pickup, but he quickly realized the sound wasn't that of a road vehicle. It was the throaty chatter of a helicopter, the beating of its blades echoing against the hills and growing more audible by the second.
And then he saw it, recognizing the familiar silhouette slicing across the valley. It was a Bell UH-1611Y, a recent incarnation of the iconic workhorse of countless wars. Skimming the trees on the opposite ridge, it suddenly banked and was now headed straight toward him. He knew he'd been spotted. He felt his muscles tighten as he quickly ran through the possibilities of who could be on board: either Tess had done what she'd said she would do and alerted the authorities to his presence, or the shooters from the lake had found him. He sensed it was more likely to be the latter. He scanned the immediate surroundings, his mind coolly seeking out the most strategic points, but he decided against taking cover. They were armed and he wasn't and, besides, he didn't have what they were after. More to the point, he was tired and angry. He just didn't feel like running.
He watched the helicopter circle overhead and saw the markings on its tail, a circular red and white bull's-eye-like insignia. He relaxed a little, realizing it was a Turkish air force chopper. It dropped down onto the clearing, kicking up a blinding cloud of sand and spray. Covering his eyes with his hand, Reilly approached it hesitantly. Its door slid open and through the shroud of dust, he saw a small figure moving lithely toward him over the rough ground. As he got closer, he could see that the man wore khaki cargo pants and a dark Windbreaker and sported sunglasses. The man was almost within touching distance before Reilly recognized De Angelis.
"What are you doing here?" Reilly's eyes were darting around, taking in the helicopter, trying to make sense of the apparition. A dying gust from the rotor wash flicked back De Angelis's Windbreaker, and Reilly glimpsed a holstered Glock handgun under it. Momentarily stunned, he looked into the cabin, where he spotted the sniper rifle by the feet of a man who sat huddled there, lighting up a cigarette with the insouciance of a bored tour guide. Two other men, soldiers in Turkish military fatigues, sat across from him.
Conflicting thoughts flooded his mind as he scrutinized the monsignor. He pointed at the chopper.
"What is this? What the hell's going on?"
De Angelis just stood there, impassive. As he took off his shades, Reilly noticed that the monsignor's eyes looked different. They held none of the self-effacing kindness that the priest had exuded in New York. The grimy spectacles he had always worn there had somehow concealed a menace that was now radiating unmistakably from him.
"Calm down."
"Don't tell me to calm down," Reilly burst out. "I don't believe this. You damn near got us all killed.
Who the hell are you and where do you come off taking potshots at us? Those men back there are dead—"
"I don't care," De Angelis snapped, interrupting him. "Vance needs to be stopped. At any cost. His men were armed, they had to be taken out."
Reilly's mind was reeling in disbelief. "And what have you got planned for him?" he fired back.
"You gonna burn him at the stake? What, are you lost in a time warp or something? The days of the Inquisition are over, Father. Assuming that's what you really are." He pointed at the sniper rifle by Plunkett's feet. "Is that standard issue in the Vatican these days?"
De Angelis fixed him with an unwavering glare. "My orders don't just come from the Vatican."
Reilly took in the army helicopter, the soldiers in it, and the civilian sitting with a sniper rifle by his feet. He had seen that cold, impervious look before. His mind raced through the events since the armed incursion into the Met, and suddenly the pieces fell into place.
"Langley," he blurted out as he shook his head, staggered. "You're a goddamn spook, aren't you?
This whole thing . . ." His voice trailed off before coming back assuredly. "Waldron, Petrovic . . .
The horsemen in New York. It wasn't Vance. It was you all along, wasn't it?" He suddenly lunged forward, grabbing De Angelis and pushing him back with a hard shove. He moved in, reaching for the priest's throat. "You've been—"
He didn't have time to finish the sentence. The monsignor reacted with lightning reflexes, deflecting Reilly's hands while grabbing one of his arms and twisting it in one fluid, agonizingly painful move, bringing him down to his knees.
"I don't have time for this," he rasped, as he held Reilly at bay for a moment before flinging him off onto the ground. Reilly spat out the dirt in his mouth as the pain in his arm throbbed. The monsignor took a couple of steps, circling around the fallen agent. "Where are they? What happened here?"
Reilly slowly pushed himself back onto his feet. He caught a glimpse of the man in the chopper, who was looking on with a mocking grin on his face. He felt a fury rising from deep within. If he had been wondering about the extent of the monsignor's personal involvement in the murders in New York, that little demonstration of the man's physical prowess quickly dispelled any doubts he might have had. He had seen it before; the man had hands that could kill.
He dusted himself before staring at De Angelis. "So what are you exactly?" he asked bitterly. "A man of God with a gun, or a gunman who's found God?"
De Angelis remained impassive. "I didn't have you down for a cynic."
"And I didn't have you down for a murderer."
De Angelis breathed out as he seemed to mull his response. When he finally spoke his voice was laced with indifference. "I need you to calm down. We're on the same side."
"So what was that, back at the lake? Friendly fire?"
De Angelis studied Reilly with cool, insolent eyes. "In this battle," he stated flatly, "everyone is expendable." He paused, seeming to wait for its significance to fully sink in with Reilly before continuing. "You've got to understand something. We're fighting a war. A war we've been fighting for over a thousand years. This whole notion of a 'clash of civilizations' . . . it's not just a fanciful theory coming out of some Boston think tank. It's real. It's happening as we speak, and it's growing, becoming more dangerous, more insidious, more threatening by the day, and it's not going to go away. And at its core is religion, because, like it or not, religion is a phenomenal weapon, even today. It can reach into the hearts of men and make them do all kinds of unimaginable things."